I am out here for you.
You don't know what that's like.
It's an up-at-dawn,
pride-swallowing siege -
- that I will never
fully tell you about, okay?
God, help me.
Help ME.
Help ME... help YOU.
And now, I just feel like I am going to throw up and all I really really want is a nap. I guess that is my defense mechanism kicking in, trying to save my fragile little self from flying apart.
In the meantime, I will keep watching this. It makes me feel the tiniest bit better.